Hi @ Mezo
It appears that you are currently facing a challenging time.
The college years represent a significant transitional period, and they may seem easier for some individuals than others.
Improving one’s self-esteem and focusing on oneself rather than others can notably enhance one’s perspective.
While height does have an impact, it is not the only determining factor. Many people lead fulfilling lives regardless of their height, disabilities, or socio-economic status.
If you believe that your height is the primary cause of your unhappiness, it is comforting to know that there is a solution available. Although immediate surgery may not be possible given your current situation, you now have a clear goal to work towards.
Consider confiding in a trusted individual about your struggles. The aftermath of suicide will have a lasting impact on them more than you realize.
Taking a break from the forum could be beneficial as it might reinforce negative perceptions in an echo chamber.
Best of luck
